Monday, September 15, 2008

Californication

Sitting here in a faraway land
I try not to feel the distance

A week has already gone by
And it didn't feel like much

In the days before my journey
I knew I'd be back home soon

There is so much around
To keep my mind occupied

But the panicky feeling
Has begun to set in

I remember my husband
And think to myself

How he would love to experience
The things and places I've seen

Yet he sits comfortably at home
Enjoying his solitude and peace

Leaving me alone to have all the fun
That seems incomplete without him

2 comments:

sphinx said...

hey sweets,y panick??actually,'on ur own' u can have more fun..try 2 enjoy the moments,u'll b back with hubby in no tym..miss u armful loads
;)

Pallavi Sharma said...

Arey, I know... I so yearn to have fun on my own, but when you actually do, after being together with someone day in and day out for years, it feels weird to be alone. That "getting used to" feeling makes me panic. I'm afraid f clinging on to someone emotionally and then losing that person / closeness. Been through that enough, don't want more.