Emptiness

A terrible void surrounding me
A terrible hollow within me

Nothing to care for
No one to live for

I wake up with a lost mind
Only to face the daily grind

There seems to be no purpose
And yes, I think it makes me nervous

Nothing to look forward to
So now, what do I do?

But when I'm almost convinced about being dead
A pain arises from the heart and ends up in the head

Just when I think I've lost all feeling
Something tells me, I need healing

To make it worse, the wounds of yesterday
Surprisingly, don't matter to me today

What then, is this pain about?
Is it love again? I doubt...

And if it is love, then why this emptiness?
Inspite of finding a soulmate, there's loneliness

A thousand questions pertaining to the future
But from an empty present, I need to venture